sane is boring!
Long delayed pictures of my enema in a diaper (these pics are like 2 months old!). This won’t be to everyone’s fancy because usually messy diapers aren’t mine either, but sometimes I push the boundaries a little bit and oh fuck shit this was so crazy humiliating I was so turned on but anxious and upset.
See how soapy it was? I started cramping pretty much as soon as I squirted in the first bulb in. I did manage to take the whole bowl (PROUD!) then had a diaper ready and diapered myself pretty much immediately. Cramping got steadily worse but I’d told myself to hold it for 10 minutes. After 5 minutes I was desperate and my face was sweating, so just to add insult to injury, I made myself lay on my back with my butt in the air, so the water ran deep into my bowels. After 3 more minutes I couldn’t take any more and started leaking into the diaper, even though I was desperately trying to hold it.
Then I let myself stand up and go, but the worst thing about it was, despite the huge amount of cramping and pain in my tummy, my body wouldn’t voluntarily ‘let go’ so I knew I had to the choice not to mess myself, but did it anyway :(
It was horribly humiliating and it hurt and I was so stroppy about the diaper being pressed against me, and it smelt bad and so I was basically a very embarrassed little girl in a very messy diaper.
Sir keeps threatening he’s going to do it to me next time I visit and put me in the corner. If it was humiliating when I was alone, I can’t imagine how tearful I’m going to be with him watching :(
Are you or is someone you know potentially in an abusive relationship? There’s a big difference between a d/s relationship and an abusive one.
Cheshire Cat! I just adored Tim burton’s concept of him.
I am sooo making this for winter!
OMG…REBLOG FOREVER THIS. LOVE
once again, i neeeed to be in japan. stat.